Okay so I have no one to talk to of whom I know will understand. So as usual, I’m venting on tumblr. Story of my life…. Ironically literally.
2 people I care about are ignoring me for reasons I do not understand.
Another friend I care about thinks I’m a moron, and it’s rather insulting.
The one I love basically will never be with me because as usual I am too late, and too far.
I’m struggling to stay on top of my bills.
I miss Oregon.
I miss good weather.
I am fed up with people stabbing me in the back.
And I’m even more tired of people who can’t own up to their shit.
I am tired of trying my best, and not being enough.
I am tired of people telling me that “you’re wonderful, you’re beautiful, you’re the one I love, you’re intelligent and the mot amazing girl I’ve ever met.” and THEN just leaving me in the dust.
I feel like a play toy that people keep bouncing around until they’ve had their fair share of fun with.
I’m tired of people not knowing how to tell me the truth.
I’m tired of not being able to trust anyone. I’m not use to it, but my heart can’t help it.